Ok. So besides contriving how many stories that they’ve come up with already to cause me to fear someone trying to kill me , as that hasn’t worked yet, they created backstories as to why ;and on to, how these „friends“ planned to kill me or cause me to kill myself.. When those stories failed still, create someone apparently searching for another searching for an premurderous someone…. Not me, not the one that is capable of exposing the entire bullshit maze of this fate twisting conspiracy; by turning the masses against the victim, by turning the self denying victim into the perpetrator. Because none of the other scare tactics have succeeded. I will be cut off SSI. When it reaches that point it will be too late. No one will hire me after that point. No one has ever cared enough about me to help me understand how to succeed. My success is anti-social. So society is rejecting my existence. Just like the cast system of olden time africa… I will be banished. Because, i am more capable of what they disbelieved. And instead of conceding on it themselves, and admitting their wrongs, its a better idea to make someone who refuses to become „proud“ and or boastful, as they all are… Which is B.S. because anyone who knows me knows my thinking and self esteem is grandious, but in no way do I presume anything . oh yes besides that , lets tell her she can get away with murder. Which is BULLSHIT from any angle you want to view it from. Just put me in prison for killing Kris through a spell. But then all of you would need to admit that i am a witch. I no longer believe that. I know what we are capable of , and religion designed limitations upon humans. Then science designed limitations on religion, then humans designed limitations on science. Its the same backwards as forwards. I prefer to step outside of those perameters and when that happens , every school of thought turns against you. So ya Lyn go ahead and kill. You’re crazy so you can get away with it… Seriously, there is no way of obserbing this concept and believing it as well. I , first of all don’t wish to kill anyone, why make it easier on someone else, i want to see them all live to know how very wrong they have been all along. Ok so banish me. Fine. No one will pay me for sex, or hire me, or believe that im crazy enough to deserve ssi. Ya. I deserve compensation and retribution for insisted upon action to mind fuck game that started around the time i was born if not even before that. Maybe back around 1913… Sounds like a lovely year. Maybe somewhere between january 9th and june 5th.
Honestly… I guess i dont deserve a fucking goddamn thing for having my brains scrambled , brainwashing, programming, manipulated, for the profiting of others. Or even respect enough to acknowledge what i somehow have contributed to society as a whole (as a result of my participation) as far as mental expansion to all of the worlds population. Not wanting to brag, i let them over and over believe me to be ignorant, uneducated, unbelievable, and unworthy. Pure failure. But thats still not good enough. I must suffer. Lol… How that makes me smile. Make me suffer motherfuckers, tell me when it begins, because i won’t know.